TRIP RELAYED AND TRIGGERS TRIPPED

caught in the space between

change and time

and its time I found a better

place to unwind to recollect

the ways I inspect myself

direct myself in time

and the catalyst of this

tryst with ticking clocks

is the cyst within my mind

a toxic build of of abandonments

and people all a choir of leaving me

behind the wall of sleep lies

bitter resentments for my

brethren and I

am just a conglomerate of

feelings most of them reeling at

behind left behind

a mother a brother no difference

between the seats in this

theatre of regret

where I’m just a passenger

on a plane I can’t forget

the ways they’ve

damaged me and stymied me

and I’ll be damned if I can ever

say to them and express

the ways they’ve damned me

to this sandwich of many

layers of psychology

pathologically broken

and beaten down

and I’ll be brow beaten and frown

eyes all aflutter and

shutting down

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